Ok yeah wow I had the oddest dream last night. It woke me up like three times and it was really odd. Here goes, its like this I went to my friends first class(which is odd cause its not my first class)and in the class was a shower, so i decided to take a shower and while in the shower I fell asleep, so while in the shower sleep i drempt my bf broke up with me and started to date this really random girl whose like face I couldn't see and I was being so mean to him about it, then I woke up in my dream and started being mean to him there cause I thought it too was a dream when it was dream reality(confusing know but bear with me)and then when I woke up to come to school I stopped and clicheically pinched myself to see if I was awake and I was. So in the end i finally decided that I still had a bf and that he hasn't broken up with me. And that was my dream.

Hmmmm ok this is my first time on this site. Its pretty confusing but Im here to vent. Here goes, I hate my life, my family are all closed minded idiots, and I have a boyfriend who doesn't know I exist. why is life so pointless? i mean grrrrrrr.........im beginning to hate me boyfriend and i wanna break up with him but i cant because things will get awkward but i love him too much to want to hate him and ARHGHHG